That's a hard question for me to come up with an answer to, really. Obviously, it's a question that shouldn't have come up if it could be helped, but I'm not particularly certain as to just what you could do. As I've said before, you've apologized, and you've admitted you were being careless. ... I'll still be a little mad about what happened, yes, but...

How about for now, let's just say that you owe me a lot of tea? You can continue to beat yourself up over the fact that I got killed if you really want to, but I think that... if I can make a promise with someone who is the future Lord Blazer that I will fight by his side when the time comes, I can forgive you without you having to do anything major. _{Anastasia would have wanted me to do that, anyway.}